10-20-2021, 04:53 AM
Hi. I use to me rather active on this forum. I hope to be active again. To much has happened since I been off. Lots of tragedy and currently medical issues. Been to the ER 8 times this year so far and none were covid related. Most was to correct the mistake of other doctors. And its a long story. Last year I had issue too. Like temporary was blind last summer. Turned out to be allergies but require a very aggressive treatment for over a weeks so I had to give up sleep in order to give myself different eye drops. Now Im only on one. Too much stuff to list. But these two years have been bad for everyone.
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What is positive to mention. I dont want this thread to be depressing. I think Im going to try to reconnect with more people. Lost touch with some and wasnt covid related. Issues in my personal life. So I did reconnect with Teddi Barrett. Replied to that thread since someone new posted months ago looks like. Updated some info on her. Our conversation wasnt related to her job. Just like my signature with Whitney Wonders she is an actual friend. I just have memory issues and I get the impression she new me more that I though. I wonder who else I was close to and forgot. Back on MySpace before actual amnesia not just general memory lose I know some I knew but cant find them or I dont remember there names. This blonde D sized chest I have flashes of. I just remember something to do with her abusive ex who I think was a male pornstar and motorcycle driver. Other would be bragging so I dont want to make drop.
Im sorry. Im not an person that works in the sex industry. Just most of my friends are for an ironic reason. I did use to do PR, cam modding and what my BFF called a tech monkey. I kinda like that title. Tech monkey. I dont own a working computer anymore so cant do any of that stuff anymore.
Does anyone that knows me remember if I ever posted images of myself with stars. I wonder if I should. I met Sophie Dee and Stormi Daniels right before the pandemic. I have pics of us. (Two different days. They werent together.) Also have images from AVN and Exxotica that I wasnt about to post here do to tech issues I seems in past thread. I didnt take pics with everyone I met. Should have. I wasnt there as a fan but helping my friend. Looking back that was idiotic.
Sadly I doubt I will being going to events like that in the future. Two reasons. I only go to conventions to spend time with my BFF so I dont know if or when she would go to another. And for clubs the friend I use to go with who knew lots of big names not just on porn but sports died in Nov 2020. He was beloved by many in the industry. Still not over that. And a third who was a director and talent had to retire. So doubt he will be going to cons. Never got my dream of all 4 of us going to a convention together. Whitney Wonders and these two others were/are my oldest friends. Sorry. Made this post sad again.
Um. Ok. I have an idea. This is a breast expansion forum. By accident I found out how to do some fakes. (Was messing with myself using to apps to make me not only look very buff but animated and signing.) So if I can realistically make myself huge muscle wise I should be able to others. Like with the right trial and error (since mine took a long time) do something like put April ONeil on Chelsea Charms body. Just randomly thought of that. Might as well do it now. Yeah. Maybe I should do my own BE. What do you guys think?
So
What is positive to mention. I dont want this thread to be depressing. I think Im going to try to reconnect with more people. Lost touch with some and wasnt covid related. Issues in my personal life. So I did reconnect with Teddi Barrett. Replied to that thread since someone new posted months ago looks like. Updated some info on her. Our conversation wasnt related to her job. Just like my signature with Whitney Wonders she is an actual friend. I just have memory issues and I get the impression she new me more that I though. I wonder who else I was close to and forgot. Back on MySpace before actual amnesia not just general memory lose I know some I knew but cant find them or I dont remember there names. This blonde D sized chest I have flashes of. I just remember something to do with her abusive ex who I think was a male pornstar and motorcycle driver. Other would be bragging so I dont want to make drop.Im sorry. Im not an person that works in the sex industry. Just most of my friends are for an ironic reason. I did use to do PR, cam modding and what my BFF called a tech monkey. I kinda like that title. Tech monkey. I dont own a working computer anymore so cant do any of that stuff anymore.
Does anyone that knows me remember if I ever posted images of myself with stars. I wonder if I should. I met Sophie Dee and Stormi Daniels right before the pandemic. I have pics of us. (Two different days. They werent together.) Also have images from AVN and Exxotica that I wasnt about to post here do to tech issues I seems in past thread. I didnt take pics with everyone I met. Should have. I wasnt there as a fan but helping my friend. Looking back that was idiotic.
Sadly I doubt I will being going to events like that in the future. Two reasons. I only go to conventions to spend time with my BFF so I dont know if or when she would go to another. And for clubs the friend I use to go with who knew lots of big names not just on porn but sports died in Nov 2020. He was beloved by many in the industry. Still not over that. And a third who was a director and talent had to retire. So doubt he will be going to cons. Never got my dream of all 4 of us going to a convention together. Whitney Wonders and these two others were/are my oldest friends. Sorry. Made this post sad again.
Um. Ok. I have an idea. This is a breast expansion forum. By accident I found out how to do some fakes. (Was messing with myself using to apps to make me not only look very buff but animated and signing.) So if I can realistically make myself huge muscle wise I should be able to others. Like with the right trial and error (since mine took a long time) do something like put April ONeil on Chelsea Charms body. Just randomly thought of that. Might as well do it now. Yeah. Maybe I should do my own BE. What do you guys think?