Pink Lisa

[PinkLisa]

But you love it. ;-)

I can't say I love it or like it or even understand it for that matter. I just feel in disbelieve. Only because it's so over whelming different from how people used to treat me from the first day of school to the end of college. No one cared if I was busty or not. No one was ever nice to me. The opposite in fact. So when most of your life people say the opposite of what you some of you are saying, it's over whelming and feels kind of odd. Sure I have large breasts. So do a lot of other women. They did not have to suffer being called ugly nerd and worse when they were younger like I did. So it's different if someone calls me pretty. But if you are all only saying it because of my breasts I will still keep the mind set of just seeing my self as being plain Lisa who likes Pink who is a computer IT nerd girl. Maybe some day I will see myself as being pretty if enough people truly think that about me to the point that it becomes the majority of how people view me in my mind. I feel I'm more of an admirer of other busty women. I envy the pretty busty women. so for me it's a bit bitter sweet.

I hope that by being open about how I feel and my life experiences that it did not change how you view me. Keep smiling. I always do.