Pink Lisa

[PinkLisa]

But you love it. ;-)

I can't say I love it or like it or even understand it for that matter. I just feel in disbelieve. Only because it's so over whelming different from how people used to treat me from the first day of school to the end of college. No one cared if I was busty or not. No one was ever nice to me. The opposite in fact. So when most of your life people say the opposite of what you some of you are saying, it's over whelming and feels kind of odd. Sure I have large breasts. So do a lot of other women. They did not have to suffer being called ugly nerd and worse when they were younger like I did. So it's different if someone calls me pretty. But if you are all only saying it because of my breasts I will still keep the mind set of just seeing my self as being plain Lisa who likes Pink who is a computer IT nerd girl. Maybe some day I will see myself as being pretty if enough people truly think that about me to the point that it becomes the majority of how people view me in my mind. I feel I'm more of an admirer of other busty women. I envy the pretty busty women. so for me it's a bit bitter sweet.

I hope that by being open about how I feel and my life experiences that it did not change how you view me. Keep smiling. I always do.

Trust me when I say this Lisa: guys are mostly very shallow, no doubt about it. But you have come across here on this forum as MUCH more than just a set of gigantic tits. You exude a certain warmth and honesty that us junk-holders rarely if ever see from girls. You are gorgeous and extremely HOT. But we adore your brain because you are the entire package.

That being said...this forum exists because of our LUST. You readily acknowledge and endorse that and that makes you a friend to us all because of your unique female perspective.

I really love this forum for the same reason you guys all love it. I just feel lucky that there is a forum like this. I've been an admirer of large breasts and curvy women since childhood. I also happen to be busty too. I just wish y life was better when I was younger when it came to how I was treated.

Lust is not a bad thing. I admire pretty busty curvy women. I'm not jealous of them because I get to look at them too. I don't feel shame for the things and type of people I like. I'm glad that some of you like me. That makes me feel like I'm part of something awesome for what you wrote. I can't help but to be honest about what I like. I only share images of myself because of how some of you have reacted to how I look. Other wise I would just be another lurker.

Thank you.
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Sorry for the rant.