Chelsea Charms

[SuperEZ]

What I was really trying to get across is that I become disappointed by the several failed conversation attempts I've had with Chelsea. Then, when I read about how other fans have had positive experiences with Chelsea, that's when I become depressed. And when I say depressed, I mean, DEPRESSED. Think of someone who suffers from depression. I've seen with my own eyes that she can be quite friendly with other guys. But me, no. Its like she has no interest in me as a fan, even when I've been wondering how shes been doing lately, or complimenting on her on how good she looks, or how I liked her shows. I've seen Chelsea at 2 different clubs for a total of 5 times. And for the duration she was at each club, I saw her 2 nights each time except once, for a total of 9 nights. And each night she had 2 shows, so that puts me at seeing 18 of her shows. And while I would definitely like to see her again, I'm not sure there's any point in me trying to talk to her. I feel like giving up trying to initiate a conversation with Chelsea.