Back after 10yrs need help

[Breastninja]

Brief back story. 10yrs ago I met my wife and after a few dates she realized my obsession with breasts. She being a 32B made her feel inadiuqate. Being open minded she brought up augmentation after we were married and living together I gladly accepted this as we get along in all other aspects sexually and mentally. Her only request was no more porn unless it was with her. I complied fully. She is now refusing to do the augmentation. I love her but need my fantasyland too. I was very up to date as of 2003 but am lost any forum links or people to follow on twitter or anywhere else would be appreciated. Thanks Breastninja.

[Bonecracker]

Well first of all, welcome back!

Now as to the unfulfilled promise she made you, and the expectations she gave you... that is a though one! If you love her, you have already accepted her the way she is. But part of accepting her was the way she was going to be - and the trade-off being, you'd opt out of viewing other women as the outlet for your fantasies and instead make all your fantasies with her, but now she wants to go back on that. I have been in a similar situation as well, so I understand how you feel.

Have you told her straight out, in the gentlest way possible, that she and you made a deal that she would become your only sexual image in life and would also fulfill your sexual fantasies and that to take that from you limits both your happiness? You are limited because you are not getting what you dreamt of and she because of your disappointment and inevitable interest in the imagery associated with large enhanced breasts? It's a delicate matter, but something that needs exploration.

No one should ever force a woman to become what she doesn't want to be, but you aren't doing that.

[Breastninja]

Oh no don't get me wrong i love her dearly. I did how ever give up years of Score mags and a signed picture of Chelsea Charms 2000 right after her new implants and one of Elizabeth Starr. Both of whom I have looked up and have "developed" nicely. Any ways I in no way pressured her I asked once at the 5 year she was still ok with it but informed me the stork would be visiting but after she lost the baby weight we would discuss it. It never came up and I didn't push it. Last week I asked again she said not gona happen. I made no fuss about it but I'm going to allow my self to fantasize. I will not make it overt but I will no longer deny my self that simple pleasure of looking at a nice rack.

[Bonecracker]

And tell her that. Just like that.

[Breastninja]

I did. She's a bit upset but she will get over it. So there are many new busty modles out there from 03, any one or another you recomend over another. Beshine is totally new to me or should I pay for a site with multiple modles on it ?

[Bonecracker]

I'd recommend you support any model you are truly "into" but spend some time here checking out the Models thread and also spend time in our gallery. With so many samples, you'll be sure to be able to find what really tickles your fancy.

[Ironbeard]

I recommend using outlets like Twitter too. SaRenna Lee, Casey James, Europe DiChan and Kayla Kleevage all use twitter and look amazing. Check out the twitter thread.

[Breastninja]

Most excellent thank you very much!